I shall never blog here again.
12.3.10
6.1.10
1st week of last semester! SUCK!
Hectic! It’s the only word that could describe the 1st week of last semester.
Why?
- Suck calculus lecturer. Need to ask permission to go to toilet – just like in high school. And be prepared to be chuck out if you text in class – emergency or not!
- So much to do in study skill and employability. Summore need to organize an event! Damn! Where got so much time?!
- Throughout the whole semester I’ll be all alone - My friends quit studying. Guess I’ll become all loony by then.
- Bloody FOM office’s under renovation. It’s so difficult to see lecturers or dean.
- Last semester’s results is not out yet! Imagine that the hanging in the air feeling. It’s worst than jumping off a building.
Sigh~ Signing off blogger for now… LIFE SUCK!
Posted by deviliyin at 10:02 PM 3 comments
24.7.09
Don't Know
I don’t know what to say anymore.
Only teardrops say it all.
Your pressure wins.
Aim it on me.
I’ll die.
Your pressure’s stays.
You lost me.
Posted by deviliyin at 1:36 PM 4 comments
6.7.09
郁闷怪咖
8/6/2009
6.34 pm
独自坐在Secret Recipe,吃着不尔尔又粗糙的black forest,外加一杯热 caramel macchiato。呆呆的望着人来人往的人们,思绪漂浮的突然,就兴起提笔记下乱又糟的心情。
郁闷至极。
平常规律的星期一,就在今天出轨了。乱了。全归咎于,最后一堂被取消的课,再加上晚课的中医班没上课。时间多出了一点点。与mei原本计划去唱k。不过,看得出她很累,所以取消。在车里,犹豫不决的选择该回家或自个去看戏。打个电话回家试探性的与妈妈说话,衡量着她是否需要我陪,结果是一番冷语。眼泪在眼框打转。失望。狠下心,独自看电影去了。一个人看电影真是一种享受。既不必多余的找话聊,又避开不必要的奇怪眼神,乐此不疲。真的不得不承认自己是个怪咖。那又怎样,怪咖郁闷时就是酱的啊。还真不明白为何有些人就是一定要人陪。
好想回到从前,很久很久的从前,遗忘了的once upon a time。
看了电影,本有继续看下场的想法。最后退却了,凡事留条后路,戏该多留一部。后转为赖在书店,厚着脸皮看免费书。首先在言情小说类书籍前,东摸西摸的,本想买本到starbucks悠闲地看,可想到后果(浪费钱),就又退却了。反之逛到了风水命理类书籍那儿看看星座书,结果书虫爆发,一发不可收拾。就席地而坐,看得出神。时间也一样,一不留神,也跟着溜了。
嗯。咬了咬口不是很好吃的黑森林。
望了望手表。在书店坐了大概2个钟吧。生怕再度掉入书的世界,溜。原本打算再逛逛就回家。奈何,乱走乱逛乱想的,又闪神了。买了些文具,又再闪神的乱逛。“后来,我总算学会了如何去爱,可惜你早已远去…” 又·闪·神·了。后来逛到超市去买雪糕。之后原本打算打道回府,可是心情依然郁闷。走着,想着吃蛋糕心情会好些,就进来了。心情并没有好转,只是平静了一些,没有那么激动了。然后,就没有然后了。喝了最后一口macchiato。买单。
怪咖恶魔依然郁闷。不过是时候面对现实了。回·家。
7.23 pm
恶魔 笔
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13.4.09
Lazy Bug
Ooppss!! I'm not suppose to be here right now to blog... OMG... I'm having algebra final exam in 6 hours time and I haven't finish studying yet... Bravo huh? xD hee...
Honestly, I've been thinking of studying since friday night. But, Saturday's night's still young, so, I postpone my study to Sunday. Again, Sunday's daytime's so tempting. How the hell you could say no to Sunday? So, postpone to night. And again, facebook's calling my name. So, I went facebook-ing until midnight...
Unwillingly, after midnight, I pick up my algebra notes and start eating it. Gosh... Then only I realize. So much to study, so little time!
But then, idiot as I am, I'm still here blogging. And its 3.28am right now...
GOD! PLEASE SAVE ME! I SWEAR I'LL NEVER SLACK AGAIN!!!
Posted by deviliyin at 3:16 AM 1 comments
4.2.09
累·泪
最近心情还满低落的。说不出个所以然来。但又不是莫名其妙。这种感觉,难以形容。就像今天啊。就是想坐在戏院里,管它在做什么戏,就是想坐在戏院里。说真的,才过了几个小时而已,那套戏的细节都差不多忘得七七八八了。该笑的,当场就笑,然后笑声就留在那里。好累。真的好累。到底是累还是泪,我都慢慢搞不清楚了。
老想着要好好分配和平衡自己的时间。但,一天就才有24小时。顾此失彼的,更恼,更累了。头痛的症状,好像都没有什么痊愈的迹象。反而痛的次数增加了。什么人事物,就是一个字,乱!
就好像嫌生活不够乱不够烦似的,就年初3那天啊。跟碧谈了一整个晚上,才发现原来我已经当了3年的鸵鸟。就算这3年,不听不看不闻不问,都是没用的。因,当旧事重提时,依然会很痛很痛。就好比结霜了的伤口。又被人狠狠的再次刮伤,又流血了。真的很痛。
烦加乱还有痛。真的…无法形容。
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28.1.09
C·N·Y
1st Day of CNY · Noon · Grandma’s house
After lunch…
My sis,cousin sis that live in Johor,and me~!
And not the least,my naughty cousin!Haha…
And here comes my aunt Josephine!
The lovely 1st day of CNY’s filled with laughter,chatter,and gossipsss!
♪ ⊹⊱´¯`·.¸¸.εїз**εїз.¸¸.¤´¯`¤☆¨*·¤.,.~·**¯`·*♡*·´¯**·~. ﻬ ஐ
2nd Day of CNY · Night · Eldest aunt’s house
After dinner…
Here,have a '98 Château red wine!
Apple,Natalie,Alexandra,Chanel’s drinking white wine…
White wine…
3rd glass of red wine and not drunk yet…haha…
From left:Iris,Aunt Josephine,Chanel,Apple,Natalie,Alexandra,Kristy
Everyone cheers!And Happy Chinese New Year~!
Family,love you all~!Muackxx~!
P/S :Whoopps!Missed out mom and dad!(pic will be upload in the next post)
Btw,No body’s drunk!Everyone’s a good drinker I think…xD
Credits to Cousin Iris for 2 bottles of wine!
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