累·泪

最近心情还满低落的。说不出个所以然来。但又不是莫名其妙。这种感觉，难以形容。就像今天啊。就是想坐在戏院里，管它在做什么戏，就是想坐在戏院里。说真的，才过了几个小时而已，那套戏的细节都差不多忘得七七八八了。该笑的，当场就笑，然后笑声就留在那里。好累。真的好累。到底是累还是泪，我都慢慢搞不清楚了。

老想着要好好分配和平衡自己的时间。但，一天就才有24小时。顾此失彼的，更恼，更累了。头痛的症状，好像都没有什么痊愈的迹象。反而痛的次数增加了。什么人事物，就是一个字，乱！

就好像嫌生活不够乱不够烦似的，就年初3那天啊。跟碧谈了一整个晚上，才发现原来我已经当了3年的鸵鸟。就算这3年，不听不看不闻不问，都是没用的。因，当旧事重提时，依然会很痛很痛。就好比结霜了的伤口。又被人狠狠的再次刮伤，又流血了。真的很痛。

烦加乱还有痛。真的…无法形容。

C·N·Y

1st Day of CNY · Noon · Grandma’s house

After lunch…

My sis，cousin sis that live in Johor，and me~！

My cousin’s girl…（middle）

And not the least，my naughty cousin！Haha…

And here comes my aunt Josephine！

The lovely 1st day of CNY’s filled with laughter，chatter，and gossipsss！

♪ ⊹⊱´¯`·.¸¸.εїз**εїз.¸¸.¤´¯`¤☆¨*·¤.,.~·**¯`·*♡*·´¯**·~. ﻬ ஐ

2nd Day of CNY · Night · Eldest aunt’s house

After dinner…

Here，have a '98 Château red wine！

Apple，Natalie，Alexandra，Chanel’s drinking white wine…

White wine…

3rd glass of red wine and not drunk yet…haha…

From left：Iris，Aunt Josephine，Chanel，Apple，Natalie，Alexandra，Kristy

Everyone cheers！And Happy Chinese New Year~！
Family，love you all~！Muackxx~！

P/S ：Whoopps！Missed out mom and dad！（pic will be upload in the next post）
Btw，No body’s drunk！Everyone’s a good drinker I think…xD
Credits to Cousin Iris for 2 bottles of wine！

Rush Hour

5th Jan 2009

Today’s a really hectic day for me. Wake up at around 6.30am today to prepare to go to class, the feeling’s unbearable – my whole body’s aching, every cell in my body are begging for a minute to just lie in bed. Gosh! What a morning!

And that doesn’t stop here. First, I’m actually so glad that I got to school in time – I’m usually always late, and got into the right classroom. But a girl told me that the class was somewhere else, so I’d followed her, turns out that the class is for degree students. Big time huh! Anyway, I only realize the weirdness after 2 minutes that I’m probably in the wrong classroom as there are not many familiar faces. Omigosh! Talk about embarrassment. Lucky I had time to flee. In addition, the girl who told me class was somewhere else had fled earlier than me. And didn’t even bother to inform me!
Fine then! So I went back to the right classroom that I previously went. And turns out that the lecturer’s a part-timer and was absent today. Darn! So I decided to drop this bloody subject as the lecturer show this kind of first impression. Good day!

So, by going through the entire timetables, something finally fits in. By then, we’re having quite a normal day for the following hour. And finally the classes ended at 5.30pm.

When I was on my way home, I’ve drive like a maniac just to reach in time. And guess what? I only used 10 minutes to reach Kajang from Salak South. ( Shhh!!! That’s a secret…)
After I’d reached home, I eat as though I’m swallowing my food! Gross… Then again, I hit the road once more, heading to Chinese herbs class at Petaling Street. And for your info, it takes only 12 minutes. Ha! Am I a maniac or what? Haha…
Anyway, just to wrap up. I’ve reach home once more about 10.30pm, thus it takes only 9 minutes. After settling down, here I am writing to myself as a maniac again, ignoring the tired body I’m holding on…

1st January 2009~!!!

...31st Dec 2008...
...Around 7.30pm...

There's a party going on at aunt's house tonight. And here I am, ditching all my friends just to spend the night here...
And guess what? I'm surely not regretting it~! Its fun here...
We listen to music that could wake the whole neighborhood (I don't think they mind as their part of the organizer), chats that lead to nowhere (cousins sis, sis n me), funny giggles and laughter inside the house (us again), and barks from Paris n Hilton (Uncle Raymond’s puppies)...
Not to mention the foods are amazing... Homemade pizzas, Penang asam soup, blueberry cheese cake, you name it!!! Yum...Yum...Yummy...

Beloved couz n sis~! Taken this right before New Year...

Apple n me...Yikes! Can’t even see my eyes...Hee...

YanYan n me...

Happy New Year~!
This pic is taken right after 12.00am...

...1st Jan 2009...
...Around 12.00am...

Fireworks in the air~! WooHoo...
Dear all, may year 2009 brings joy and luck to all of us!
Once again, happy new year 2009!!!

Deep down

Many unsaid word goes astray. Many unsaid sadness goes unknown. Little that we know, how the others felt.
Anger is the tool for man to release frustration, yet is also the tool for man to hurt each other. Sometimes its speech might also work as well as a killing weapon.
I don’t know what to say, nor how should I react.
I’m just a person who doesn’t understand the use of the little tool god create.
Right now, I’m just pathetic.

WPF 2301

考虑了好久，这篇文章是否要用华语来述呢，还是英文？答案大概盲的都知道了。昨晚不知是否发神经，到了凌晨3点左右都还没睡。怪纳闷的。重点来了，今天是本恶魔的外婆的大寿。所以啊，七早八早的，很累的恶魔就被叫起床了。大家就带着寿星去吃肉骨茶当早餐。（味道还满好吃的。有兴趣可以当面问恶魔。）呃…基本上那些都不是重点。重点是，今天的恶魔，驾Myvi仔真的真的超级斯文的。平时横冲直撞，蛮横，速度吓坏路旁的阿嬷的Myvi仔，今早真是斯文到恶魔自己都傻了。其实嘞，恶魔的态度变天使是另有内情的啦！讲到就有气！话说今早去吃肉骨茶，想当然尔驾车护驾的就只有恶魔了（因为恶魔豆豆没去。）本恶魔家的可爱皇太后真是了得！五十步笑百步的，命令恶魔必须斯文，礼让，而且速度还要比龟还慢。（Myvi仔，恶魔对不起你。害你抬不起头来做车了。）不过，那还没至于让EQ高超的恶魔和Myvi仔恨的牙痒痒的。真正打击恶魔和Myvi仔的自信心的是，咱们竟然被…被…个平时恶魔和Myvi仔最讨厌的巫裔同胞超越？！哇噻！害到恶魔真是有千言万语诉不尽的脏话要贡献给社会。唉…冬鞋们…如有一日，看见本恶魔的Myvi仔变得很斯文很斯文滴，拜托让路。不要再刺激已在暗地里骂脏话的恶魔了。

21 November 2008

To you, my pathetic friend,

You might think that you’ve insulted others, but you’ve somehow insulted yourself the most! As you are criticizing, you may want to look at yourself before imposing such action. The way you’re hurting the others really bothers me a lot even though there’s nothing concern me. You might have low self esteem, but it’s not the proper way to level up you esteem. All you need is to get over yourself and face the reality. Plus, boosting about your love life, emphasize how cool you are in your college does not make you look any cooler! So just get a grip! We’ve changed. All of us had. Just you, still living the pathetic life we left behind when we’re so dumb. I really felt sorry for you. I sincerely hope that you’ll change. May god bless you.

Sincerely,
Deviliyin