16.9.08

Monday

The congested traffic in the morning always drives me nut. For the whole night I can’t sleep, and have been staying awake until 3.30am. And with a 6.30am alarm, my day was predicted a disaster. And it’s most probably accurate! Feeling unwell with the urge of vomiting, I’ve somehow manage to drive to school. Furthermore, from 8am to 2pm, I’ve been tolerating an extremely warm classroom with some kind of weird odour. Plus an irritating lecturer who teaches law. Not to mention the loads of homework that had been given, moreover a midterm exam is on this Friday. The imaginable stresses are to foresee even by a kindergarten kid. However, me mom doesn’t recognize this kind of emotions and been picking on me nonstop! I hate it! The furious anger is burning wildly in me right now! And I don’t know when it’s going to stop…

Anyway, thanks a lot tortoise! You’re always the one with me when I’m in terrible condition. Hopefully as u said, tomorrow will be a nice day…

11.9.08

2008年9月11日

好巧,今天是911事件发生后的第几年了?不清楚。虽然时间过了那么久,不过伤痛依然吧。是不是这是使得我的天空持续灰暗的原因呢?不懂…

打从昨晚,盛怒的情绪不曾退过。生气的原因就不多废话了。无声的抗议你喜欢吗?喜欢就好。慢慢的享受这一片宁静吧!原本糟到不能再糟的心情,因为某个以海洋生物命名的笨蛋,而变得好多了,至少控制了想哭的冲动。衷心的说一次,谢谢。

8.9.08

2008年09月08日

好久没有来恶魔秘密记事本倒垃圾了…垃圾堆了5个月的,真的不知从何开始清理起。乱没趣的…首先,本恶魔想改邪归正,当个天使如何?不过想象起来挺怪的呗!所以,都只是游手好闲时小小的想一下而已。
恶魔的有位朋友说,羡慕恶魔能如此神经质没烦恼的过日子。唉…朋友!你错了!冷暖自知啊。恶魔也有很多事情必须做考量啊…还有,恶魔不是神经质没烦恼耶!神经质没烦恼的,是白痴。噢可?况且恶魔也有很认真好不好。尤其损你们的时候啊,不然怎么老会冒出一箩的经典损语呢?哈…

最近,也不知是几时,心情反复无常。小小的小小事,恶魔也能气个十日八日的,伤感个几天几夜。情绪有够杂乱。还有啊,话说那天啊,为了跟朋友小聚一番,竟放了中五昔日同窗的鸽子。实在不应该!大家,I’m so sorry…
日子真的过的好快好快,死党们,上课的上课,出国的出国,工作的工作,还真是忙啊…偶尔聚个会也不见了两三只猫。遗憾遗憾。

今天已是学校开课的第2个星期了。闷。吃喝玩乐滴欢乐时光不复在。

垃圾实在太多了。看来垃圾还是继续堆着好了。反正清理了也还是乱七八糟。

不过,本恶魔想跟某某位可爱的朋友说:“需要我时,随时打个电话来吧!不要自己难过。”虽然说帮不上什么忙,至少把你的问题说出口,好让我损损你嘛!哈…开玩笑的啦!